I don't even have words. Trying to define value. Looking for connection. Defining success. Being Rich. Feeling Poor. fragile. dirt. sacred. God's Breath. Why is better usually harder? Driving. Driving. Driving.
Wherever I go, they want me to lead. Responsibility always finds me. Despite my insecurity. Despite my failures. Despite my mediocrity. I hold others accountable. I resist authority except for heaven's. Driven. Driven. Driven.
I want to be real. I value the adventure, the journey, the process. His Kingdom. I need action. I want to be, but also to do. Distractions are like billboards demanding my attention. beyond understanding. I need peace. Drive. Drive. Drive.